i dun know how should i say tis, maybe in

the first place i should not have drink or

maybe i should not have been born in this

world at all. the born of me cause ppl so much

trouble, i feel very sad but whats the point?

can say that i started all this. maybe someone is

right, a lepord will nv change its spot.. haiz, y must

i always drink why must i always help ppl so much?!

haiz..