how long since i blog.. haizz..

its been a very bad year for

me eh??? thinks aint going

smoothly for mii.. seriously

very hard to accept.. i have

regret so many things.. sign on

is 1 of ther things i regret, the rest

of it i shell not say bah.. since

its alr the past, i am really very

tired.. i starting to have a very

weird feeling, i feel like dying NOW

so that i dun have to carry so much

stress, so much problem.. how

i wish time can turn, then i wont sign on

and i will chose the right path do the

right things.. its like so impossible, i

really try so hard to study all my things

that is requird but iit jus cant get into

my head, how much more stress i nid to

take?? haiz.. now adays i suddenly hate

drinking so much.. hate blusty music

hate thai disco.. i donno what actually

happen to mii, no long like last time,

have problem there will be so many ppl

around me to help mii solve give mi support

and cheer me up.. now i am all alone.. since how

long i have a gf?? haha!! sorry ar suddenly

find it so funny about tis wahahha... Anyway

i will try my best to walk out of tis dark world

myself hope i can do it bah..

To Gerald: hey dun bomb about u driving evo or what leii

very malu leii ppl come tell mii say u last time drive evo LOLS

no offence lar i keep laughting when thomas come tell mii about tis..

anyway nth much good luck to everyone out there!!