Oh my friends ar!! y u all

so stupid de!! 1 commit sucide

i alr blur le.. now become 2??

come on lar we are all in the

same ship lets go through all tis

together mar, what r friends for

rite?? Is indeed very hurting to

lose the one that u love so much

but what can we do?? only to accept

it and let it be.. cry over the weekend

drink like crazy ass but dun do stupid

things mar.. Nobody can understand how

u all feel de only u urself can overcome tis

kind of thing.. i hope u all can overcome it

and lets be like last time, do our own thing

in ship dun care anyone and dun even give

a damn about it.. Cheer up, hope u 2 can find

a better girl that love u 2 deep deep :D

Oh dun come wish mii also hor haha..!! i aint

as handsome as u 2 lar haha.. JiaYou and

good luck!!! may god bless my tis 2 friends..!!!

My life,

hehe talk about mii NTH MUCH LOLS..!!! i had been

drinking alot and spending alot LOLS... wan broke le

wahahha, i feel much more cheerful now le cos of someone?!

hahaxx... anyway tis week is the last weekend i am able

to enjoy with my brothers and friends out there le.. oct

have lots of sailing to go no time at all.. :'( i am so going to

miss u guys out there lar!! u her also lar!! :'( Happie bday

to thomas and mum!! haha went to geyland eat then mum

say wanna go thai disco with mii to enjoy haha!! so i brought

her to sakura lor(AGAIN) =.=" then we had so much fun over

there lar.. got lots of pic but all at facebook le dun wanna put at blog

hehexx..!!! mum told mii her bday wish =.=" want mii to find a gf asap

bring to her... LOLS so easy mehz she though go market buy veg ar haha..

what a cute mum i have.. TO mum : got liao nid her to say yes ar haha..!! LOLS

:P.. ok lar thats all le.. i say tis weekend things le...

how long since i blog.. haizz..

its been a very bad year for

me eh??? thinks aint going

smoothly for mii.. seriously

very hard to accept.. i have

regret so many things.. sign on

is 1 of ther things i regret, the rest

of it i shell not say bah.. since

its alr the past, i am really very

tired.. i starting to have a very

weird feeling, i feel like dying NOW

so that i dun have to carry so much

stress, so much problem.. how

i wish time can turn, then i wont sign on

and i will chose the right path do the

right things.. its like so impossible, i

really try so hard to study all my things

that is requird but iit jus cant get into

my head, how much more stress i nid to

take?? haiz.. now adays i suddenly hate

drinking so much.. hate blusty music

hate thai disco.. i donno what actually

happen to mii, no long like last time,

have problem there will be so many ppl

around me to help mii solve give mi support

and cheer me up.. now i am all alone.. since how

long i have a gf?? haha!! sorry ar suddenly

find it so funny about tis wahahha... Anyway

i will try my best to walk out of tis dark world

myself hope i can do it bah..

To Gerald: hey dun bomb about u driving evo or what leii

very malu leii ppl come tell mii say u last time drive evo LOLS

no offence lar i keep laughting when thomas come tell mii about tis..

anyway nth much good luck to everyone out there!!